New ways to share my time, at least what I have left. The hours pass and I waste away juggling obligations. Responsibilities all so new; as well challenge me everyday when I leave you. When I think of what we created, to be honest I expect more for us. Maybe it’s my high expectations again. But you seem satisfied. How can I be at ease? Be like you. Does that ease come for all I do? Not as much as you considering you cracked your savings for us. I am ashamed some days. Is avoiding incarceration enough? How much of your time will love and emotional support by Me? Is Kai enough to keep you in love with this world we’re creating? Or are all these questions really for myself? Do I need to ask a mirror what’s hiding behind those eyes? I am afraid so I pray the strings that keep me attached to you dont break.