We’re now in July, about to be August, and it’s getting harder to believe we still have a long way to go. Every time I see her it seems like her stomach gets bigger but it’s never big enough. Well for me. I have this obsession with how I feel it should look. To me the bigger the belly the healthier right? But I am aware that some women don’t gain alot of weight during pregnancy. I just really want a healthy Son, I also want Christina to come out of it healthy as well. I am excited about Kameron. He has already changed me in ways that I can’t replicate in other “men” in my family. I made a promise to myself that I’d be there to teach him, and be a father. I believe I will, because that’s all I ever wanted deep down. I can’t wait to be that for him.