Anticipation of events never to occurs How rare it is for expectations to be met Trust given then never given again Pain leaving wounds deep enough for infection Infected wounds leaving horrid scars A life lived without ever really living Embracing death with a prayer filled with regret Sunshine through a window, early morning Rolling… Continue reading Pondering
Stay out my business, if I wanted you to know I would of asked you to lead an ear. Then again, the conversation wouldn't offer any benefit. Me looking for a listener, and your mouth running a mile a minute. Two ears and one mouth, God blessed you learn to use them. Instead of speculating… Continue reading 3 Year Fued
Time spent, Experience gained. The minutes got but I only love you more, Though you stay on your phone, Wishing I had that attention, I'll just watch you as you move, Here and there , taking pictures I'll never see If I speak my insecurities it will expose Never been the one to look like… Continue reading Forever in my Head
Patience I've lost within myself. Patience I've found in the absence of you. A quiet moment to think surrounded by the serenity of Texas oak You always loved that, a quiet place Share with me your easy nature, Your love I should appreciate, but in times of strife I am short sighted A well intentioned… Continue reading Fall on my Sword
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Attempting to pour my pain into another, those who claim to hold me up, those whose sole intention is to be by my side no matter what, their lacking empathy, their lacking their own mental constitution just as I am. Hold My own. At the end of the world who will my hand hold? My… Continue reading Me Against the World
The best part is, I'm in a good space with her. Waking up and falling asleep next to someone I've waited on is incredible. The feeling she gives me is unmatched by anything I've experienced in the past. I'm not one for the kissy, kissy, lovey, dovey part of the relationship but this time around… Continue reading Committed