New ways to share my time, at least what I have left. The hours pass and I waste away juggling obligations. Responsibilities all so new; as well challenge me everyday when I leave you. When I think of what we created, to be honest I expect more for us. Maybe it's my high expectations again.… Continue reading No one knows
Anticipation of events never to occurs How rare it is for expectations to be met Trust given then never given again Pain leaving wounds deep enough for infection Infected wounds leaving horrid scars A life lived without ever really living Embracing death with a prayer filled with regret Sunshine through a window, early morning Rolling… Continue reading Pondering
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Sometimes my insecurities get the best of me, I feel weak. The doubt creeps in and the unavoidable comes out of my mouth. If our words truly create reality then I'm living completely wrong. I've done this before and my thoughts created my words which created the reality I feared. Ultimately I was corrected, I… Continue reading Unhealthy
I am yours now, if I seem as a child let it be I lay around waiting for you to comfort me, Desire leads to my frozen actions, What am I to do when love makes me cowardly, I would do the upmost to defend you, But leave myself vulnerable is what I'd do She… Continue reading E&J
Everybody wants to be you Their questions confirm their envy Probing for info to use against you Snakes in the grass, so I keep a fade Everybody wants to be you Even though the drama surrounds you It excites them, capture their attention with stitches Pull up and pull out tires screechin Everybody wants to… Continue reading You v. Them
Might go down for this, might be my fault A testiment of evil propaganda I'll plead Same screams different voice Different crimes Felony or Misdemeanor same outcome Lost in a system as it devours my soul